mapsontheweb:
Dante’s Inferno: a helpful diagram to eternal damnation
A Goodbye Letter
I think I should have made a post about this a long while ago, but this blog is pretty much deleted. I just don’t want to completely delete this blog, in case I lose some pictures or something, but I’m never going to be using it again. I have bad memories with this blog due to some unsavory characters I have befriended/dated and I just feel like this blog is a means for them to find me and I want to avoid them at all cost. I will not be giving my new blog out except to select people that I’ve already chosen and given it out to. If you are disappointed in this you can honestly suck a dick because I’m doing what’s best for myself by deleting any hope of reunion, fear of confrontation, and fear of my personal posts being sneered at. Honestly my relationships have gotten so bad with some people that I half expect them to see a post about me wanting to die or something and them being like “good”. I wouldn’t blame them. I’m not just distancing myself from the handful of people, but from my past self as well because I have done terrible things and I own up to them, but this blog carries those terrible things. Like my whole fight with Nova??? Ridiculous. I want to start afresh and not be attached to the terrible experiences either I have caused or someone else has caused. Please understand my reasons.
This is also a post pretty much saying that I’m okay as well. I just did 31 pretty skilled make-ups for fucking Cats for god sakes and everyone absolutely loved them. My life is looking up right now and I can’t see it not looking up anytime soon. I have a girl I really like and she’s kind and considerate to me in every way someone can be. Most importantly I’m trying hard to forget people who I wanted to pretty much be a lapdog to in emotionally unstable portions of my life. I also have my dream job and my animals are so comfortable, happy, and there for me during anxiety attacks. I also recently re-remembered the importance of friends that are beyond supportive and treat me like an actual human who changes and grows but at least tries to be a good, generous person. In a nutshell…I’m happy. I’ve never been happier. I know things will change, but I don’t think I’ll let my life slip through my fingers anytime soon. Oh god…I forgot to mention I’m beautiful now too??? Like, I finally reached my own expectations for beauty. I have thick, long, black hair with cut across bangs that makes me look goth but in a good way and MAN I got good at make-up. Not only that, but my clothes are typically really cute??? Like, I actually like myself visual wise and I’m almost to a point where I can work with my HPD and anxiety. I’m so….so happy. If I had one regret it’d be that I couldn’t make everyone happy as I was growing up, but I’m trying my hardest to try to shrug off that responsibility no one is putting on me but myself.
Thank you for taking the time to read this whole….thing if you did.
Signing off,
Mari
endofdaysonmars:
NNNAYYYYYYYAAAAAHHHHHH RAIKOU!!!!
iwillburnthecakeoutofyou:
Do you ever see a post and just think ‘Right that’s it, buddy. You’re gone.’
hahafish:
I recently stumbled upon a couple of drawings of Ami and Yumi I made when I was like 7 and that kind of inspired me to draw them again.
Zodiac Mood Cycle
♈ Aries: With their outstanding energy surges, Arians feel emotions with ultra intensity. They have an exaggerated sense of joy and impulse; than an exaggerated sense of rage and impatience. The Arian mood changes often. This can cause random outbursts and impulsive behaviors before the reaction is completely forgotten. Aries are are naturally hyper sign.
♉ Taurus: Taurus is one of the zodiac's most emotionally stable signs. Their moods tend to stay neutralised and consistent. When provoked, Taureans can get defensive, or when experiencing many forms of instability; they may become irritable or even easily enraged.
♊ Gemini: Gemini experiences mood swings with their 'personality' shifts. The changeable Gemini experiences many different personas in a day, each responding to the world with their own values, mannerisms and mood. The emotional state of a Gemini changes frequently, and they rarely remain in a 'melancholy' or 'introspective' mood for long. Nerves and anxiety are frequent.
♋ Cancer: Cancerians experience some of the most intense mood swings of the whole zodiac. Being ruled by the Moon, they are at hostage to her lunar cycle and her waxing and waning is the compass for their mood. Cancerians can feel an exaggerated sense of both joy when they have a sense of security, and melancholy; requiring a certain amount of introspection to attenuate.
♌ Leo: Leo's experience an exaggerated sense of both euphoria and melancholy. Everything in the world of Leo is larger than life and they are prone to random outbursts; with arbitrary triggers. A sense of theatrics in the Leo often leads to dramatic displays of emotion, especially when they are critiqued. Leo are easily frustrated with themselves; thanks to their inner critical voices.
♍ Virgo: While Virgo may experience fluctuations in mood, it would be rare for them to display it. Instead, the Virgo will repress the emotion, which can manifest in them needing a sense of order, and nerves and anxiety. The innate reflex to worry and their negative inner voices can cause mood changes, irritability and nervous tension. They tend to isolate themselves in their own bubble and reject the whole world
♎ Libra: Although Libra seeks a lifestyle of tranquility, when they are out of equilibrium their mood swings can be intense. Librans are prone to random outbursts of rage (relating largely to repressed emotions) and become agitated about events that cause little response the day after. A frustrated Libra can be spiteful and vacillating.
♏ Scorpio: Scorpio experience some of the zodiac's most intense mood swings. Scorpio experiences periods of joyous euphoria and devastating melancholy. When in a low mood, Scorpio is prone to extremely dark thoughts, paranoia and introspection; on the contrary, a happy Scorpio is tremendously loving, curious, energetic and prone to delusions of grandeur.
♐ Sagittarius: Sagittarius is a naturally energetic sign who tend to experience joy and exhilaration over gloom. They usually surprise themselves with their intense emotions, but would never intend to show them. With all their energy and restlessness, Sagittarius are prone to anxiety, stress and self deception during dark periods
♑ Capricorn: The Capricorn aura is geared more toward melancholy than any other sign. Although they may have a stoic and calm expression; the inner Capricorn is often racked with nerves, anxiety and an impending sense of doom. Pronounced 'over thinkers'; Capricorn can literally 'think' themselves into a depression
♒ Aquarius: Aquarius receive the air sign mood volatility; but their moods are so hard to analyse because they are so unpredictable. What sets of a response in Aquarius one day; may not worry them the next. Although detached by nature, Aquarius still have changeable emotions and racing thoughts which can take introspection to attenuate. It can take months for anger or agitation to build up in the Aquarian
♓ Pisces: Pisceans are vulnerable to a both exaggerated sense of joy and melancholy as a result of their porous absorption in the collective unconscious. People born under this sign are also susceptible to nerves and anxiety thanks to their inner critic. The external moods, vibrations and whims of others is also absorbed by the Piscean; who may experience inorganic streams of emotions.
super accurate zodiac
aries: makes ppl upset on purpose cause they think its funny. it usually is pretty funny. cool at parties.
taurus: one track mind. chill out some time damn?
gemini: im scared of you but keep doing what you doing
cancer: have u tried yoga
leo: loyal and super fuckin smart but a dick. u probably bottle up your emotions cause you got a brand to maintain
virgo: plays league too much
libra: youre really gay. keep being gay.
scorpio: not as much of a dick as everyone says. you just don't open up right away. leos think youre cool probably
sagittarius: you need.... a nap
capricorn: vsry kind but also sometimes a downer. turn up some time capricorn. ur friends wanna see u smile
aquarius: ur always fixing shit? in your spare time you steal peoples souls and sell them back for billions of dollars
megumi12rwby:
I drew Ruby in one hour.Very hard…
